||[Jan. 20th, 2014|02:53 pm]
I'm back! I don't know how long has it been since my last entry. I just want to express my feelings over this 14-year old boy who is bringing out that teenage girl in me. I know that our age gap is more than double - I'm turning 33 next week and he's turning 15 next month. But, when you see his body built and height, he could easily pass as a 17 year old. That's still a minor, I know. I guess that's the reason why even if he has asked to bed me twice, I have not given in. Oh, did I forget that he's "in a relationship" with a gay friend of mine. How aggressive these kids of today!
I remember when we first met, he was with another straight friend of mine, I was challenged with him because he was a snob. I chanced upon him again last December when his older brother, who was drinking with his friends, called us because my other friend knows him. I was surprised when his brother whispered to him that if ever his younger brother would have a relationship with a gay, it should be like me. My eyes turned to them when I heard their conversation. I was like, why would his brother say that. Not to mention I was just near them. I don't remember Steven looking at me as I looked at them upon hearing their conversation. He just told me about it when we had our first moment two Saturdays ago.